Dylan

I grew up in Winnipeg, Manitoba. My parents separated when I was young. To dull the feeling of abandonment and fill the void in my life, I started using marijuana, then alcohol, and finally harder drugs. This never filled the emptiness inside. In the thick of addiction, I was deceitful, arrogant, entitled, and manipulative. My mom loved me and tried her best, but addiction had such a grip on me. I always felt that I needed to be perfect and that my efforts were never good enough. Anxiety filled my heart, which kept me coming back to addiction.

I didn’t believe that God could love me. I didn’t deserve love. I am so thankful that God didn’t abandon me; He made a way for me to come to know Him and be set free.

Since coming into the program my family relationships have been restored.  I no longer explode in anger but confront with kindness.  I know I’m not perfect but God loves me regardless.  I am looking forward to the future. My goal is to complete the ATC SURGE leadership program.